i also told her i think i'm bi, or at least questioning. she took it well but she said that she thinks i'm still too young to decide these things, i kind of agree but at some point you just kind of have a feeling like you're not like the others. and you know my friend L (who was a lesbian) well her and J broke up or at least parted (i'n not surprised b/c J lives about an hour away and neither have a car) and now L likes a BOY!! it's really weird and just pretty much unusual. he likes her back but hasn't asked her out yet. i'm happy for her but i feel so fucking undesireable b/c now ALL of my friends have been on a date or at least been kissed and me, the fat one, is all alone. H has been on a date but has never been kissed and hasn't had a boyfriend. L and J dated and may have kissed. S has had a boyfriend for 2 years now and has been kissed. i might as well start crocheting a sweater and getting cats. :(
sorry this post ended up saying what i've been thinking and feeling for the past week, also did i mention i'm on my period. yeah, not a good week.
love and determination,
Elle
this is Mary Elizabeth Winstead, she played ramona in Scott Pilgrim Vs. The World. ramona is totally thinspo, though shes a little bit for my taste.
